Monday, March 21, 2011

Breaking news... I cried

So today, after months and months of tearlessness, I cried today. Like a really good cry with snorting, gagging, and mascara everywhere.

I cannot even begin to describe how A.MA.ZING. this feels.

Now, it came on the heels of my completely and totally blowing up at an employee who I felt was taking advantage of us. That part wasn't great. He quit. And I had to go back later and apologize and tell him I was wrong and disrespectful and didn't want him to quit. That was very humbling and not fun. He's going to tell us tomorrow if he is going to "stay quit"or not. *sigh*

But the crying after it part. Oh man, that was good.

Thought of a line from the song, "Our Deliverance" by the Indigo Girls.
(Because let's just face it, there is an Indigo Girls song for every event in my life...)

Beneath my surface the water's heating
And steam comes up and out the tears you see me shine
For every strange and bitter moment there was never a better time